Am kinda confused with the feelings in me, I feel that you are really like her. It makes me wanna keep myself protected from any hurts that are coming. I really don’t like being in this really down mood and my body isn’t even supporting me, feeling tired everyday. My legs muscles are also giving me problem to even walk properly, fyi I’m walking like a robot. My ears, I keep hearing this high pitch sound and its really uncomfortable. I know I shouldn’t complain, but I need to write some where to relieve myself from all these stuffs. Sigh.
Something else, I really hope dad will forgive me for being rude to him, but he’s kinda unreasonable at that time. So I talked back to him and was kinda rude. But dad you know I still love you right.