I have no photos to upload but yeah, I’ve learnt to be thankful even when a bad day comes. Look at the little things and thank god for em.
Today started off bad until night, I regretted for the whole day and it affected me. I did many things, I fixed my car cigarette thingy, I went town to shop and bought some new stuffs, I drank Starbucks, I had my fav spaghetti for dinner, I bought two pretty lil gifts for my two friends, I spent time w Noel but all w a bad mood. It didn’t enjoy anything at all and I became angry instead.
Thankyou for the prayer. Yes I listed down the things I could give thanks for. And there were many, so yeah I should not be negative too. Sorry for affecting you and some sort of blaming you for what had happened too, and thank you for forgiving me. :’)
Tmrw am going to church. I’m glad! And one more thing, I thank god that ntg happened to angel or anyone w her when her bag got snatched. :)
1. Keep my eyes on the Lord, to fix my eyes on Jesus.
2. Its not me but its God working through me.
3. Be positive
Lord help me to concentrate on Your strength rather than on my weaknesses. Help me to be ready to make others aware of their abilities rather than ruminate on my own inability.
Thanks for the reminder that Good things comes to all who hopes in the Lord and our heavenly father wants the best plans to prosper us and bless us. From today, i learn to rely and trust Him in everything i do. i really do need Him in my life, He is my everything. Another 6 more months and uni life would be over. The 4 years of uni life had been replaying in my head and im kinda reevaluating on my life for there past few years. And…..i have only 6 more months to go. So yeah, what’s your will Lord in these remaining 6 months? :)
This song spoke to my heart. I’m feeling kinda moody not sure why I’m feeling that way, maybe because it’s a rainy day but nahh..it’s not that..I think. But yeah we did crazy stuffs my madaa and jan for madaa’s birthday, we went blessing people eat mcd! Something I never thought I would ever do but I did it! And it was the best apple pie I had ever in my whole entire life, I believed that the kakak at the counter was also blessed in a way and we had dinner tgt at hungry bear! it was fun but I wasn’t feeling like 100% feeling ok. I was happy while I was with them but I kept feeling that deep down there’s something that’s not right. But I’m not sure what isit that it’s bothering me from feeling that down…
I felt like crying. I started to reflect on the past few months. I felt I was selfish in so many areas. I start to see so many areas where I was so selfish and couldn’t give and run even an extra mile. I tried but I think I didn’t give my very best even in this musical. I started to regret why I didn’t really enjoy the whole musical process where I complained and stuffs, I didn’t give my full support to the leaders and I didn’t walk into people’s lives. And I am left with only a week’s time and the musical will be over. My walk with God is also drifting apart, it’s like how it used to be. Am I relying all on my strength? Am I relying on myself?
The cry of my heart is to ask big daddy to draw me close to his heart again. I prayed for a change of the condition of my heart and my attitude and my walk w him. I want to experience Him more and more! And I talked to him, He told me that my confidence is built on Him and not on anyone or anything in this world. He said used this one last week to the max for him.
Yes I will, and I will walk alongside in his plan. I thank god for allowing me to be a part of his beautiful plan which is to serve in this musical. This will be my last musical and thank god that our lecturer and all the students said yes to changing of class, nobody objected!PRAISE GOD! :)
P/s; feel like Christmas is around the corner and I can’t wait for Christmas! I was reminded once again of the true reason of Christmas and why we are doing this musical. It’s all because of His grace, we don’t even deserve all of these.
Father, I choose to trust in Your timing. I trust that You have my best in mind. I believe that You are working behind the scenes on my behalf. Thank You for ordering my steps and leading me in the life of blessing You have in store for me in Jesus’ name. Amen.
P/s: Use me to touch those that you want to touch and impact their lives. :’)
Sometimes i don’t know who to trust anymore, its like people will just tell your stuffs to someone else and it keeps passing from one to two to three to four person and it goes on and on. I don’t know who, but im sure its someone quite close with me that i would share my stuffs with. But why???
Im not sure who shared but i really hope you dont go around spreading my stuffs. Hmm but its not something verry big for now.
Anyways, i just dont know what am i feeeling and doing in my second last sem in uni. Its like time is passing like nobody’s business. I wanna learn to appreciate all the time that i have left and also to learn to appreciate those friendships that i once cared. Its time to love again! RISE UP! :)
Another one week of ROC3 to go, wanna enjoy it to the fullest and give Him my best, even as a filler role. :)
I think one of the best feelings in the world is when someone remembers something you said. Whether it was something from yesterday, a week ago, a month ago.. It’s just like, “Wow, you actually listen to me.”
I really thank god for the talk we had, I believed it cleared up most of the misunderstandings we had. Maybe not all but most of em I think. :)
Maybe I haven’t been a good senior afterall, for these past 5 weeks and plus intensive week I have been facing some problems myself. I thank god for helping me walk out of it but I didn’t give my best in being a good senior but instead followed the crowd’s opinion at times. :(
I believe that this time of talking to each other was really good. At least we can be open and honest to all that we are unhappy with or those misunderstandings.
Directors jiayou! I will always keep you guys in prayer. That’s the best that I can to support you guys.
Dear God, please grant me a humble heart and a teachable spirit through these.